im not so happy today . it's not fun when you have to wait outside alone... blame me for being late and lastly after i arrived home , no one in there and  i can't get into the house . yeah cool .. totally awesome -,- . and one more thing .. im about to think whether are they can live without me ? because suddenly i get the feel that im nothing to them and im about to disturbing them ... it's a thought and i don't know whether its bad or good thought ...